You know what’s weird? Two weeks ago I met with a high school aquaintance and I knew he wanted to hook up, but we were gonna go to the movies and I really wanted to leave the house. So, he was really grabby in my car, which was kinda cool for the first two seconds, but then it was way too rough and I was like, uh ouch. During the movie he wouldn’t stop touching me and I was okay with it most of the time, but it got old fast. Then we went to my car and I didn’t really wanna have sex, but I was at a really low point and I just let him.
I was a little scared to say no.
Moving along, it was more like he had sex with me than “we had sex”. It was lame and I wasn’t assaulted, but I just think it’s weird that I did not care.
I was mostly doing it to feel numb from not getting my ex-boyfriend back.